by jr
01.56am..wala nko magawa kya naicipan ko magsulat habang nghihintay na pumatak ang alas tres ng madaling araw papunta sa malayong lugar para lumanghap ng sariwang hangin at magtampisaw sa dalampasigan..gusto kong mag-edit pero hindi ko alam kung paano ako magsisimula..nawalan nko ng gana..ang hirap bumwelo..knina pko nakatitig sa monitor wala akong maicip na matino..cguro wala lang tlga ako sa mood… cguro dahil napipilitan lang ako na gumawa kc kailangan na.. o cguro excited lang ako na umalis..
sa sobrang pagkaburyong naicipan ko balikan si Nietzche.. bka sakali mainspire ako ng konti kahit alam ko nman na mas malamang na hindi..cguro dahil ang usual misconception sa kanya ay ang kanyang pagiging nihilist..that life is pointless..that everything deserves to perish…pero kung titingnan natin may punto si Nietzche.. we all at some point need to perish and experience difficulty..for it is a necessary evil if we really want to succeed.. Difficulty is normal ika nga.. we shouldn’t panic or give up when we experience it. We feel the pain because of the gap between who we are at the moment and the person we could ideally be…its because we cant master the ingredients of happiness in a straight way that we suffer as much as we do..the challenge is to learn to respond well to suffering and perhaps to use it to create something beautiful. That not everything that makes us suffer is necessarily bad for us and not everything which makes us feel good is necessarily good for us..labo ba?hehe..kung saan saan nko napunta..my apologies to whoever na makakabasa nito..wala lang ako magawa..muli, pasensya na..
mag-aalas tres na rin sa wakas..makaalis na..-jun
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